I remember back in the day when I used to feel like I wasn't worth much. I had low self-esteem re-enforced by people/ persons who were supposed to love me, care about me. I recognize now that I allowed myself to be treated that way. I accepted the bad vibes from other people because I didn't see any way out. But, I used to pray and pray for a way out of the misery.
I came to know that the Holy Spirit was singing me a song. The song was about how much God loves me. The song was about how I was not trapped. The song told me that I had choices. I didn't entirely believe the song. I doubted. I loved God, but did God love me? Why wasn't I rescued from the situation I was in? I wanted God to rescue me.
Eventually I listened harder to the song of the Holy Spirit. I listened to a song of God's love and freedom. I feared the freedom, but I was intrigued. I began to seek the choices, the way out. And the Holy Spirit showed me the door to freedom. But I was allowed to take the door at my own pace. I was allowed to leave when I was ready.
Ultimately, the song grew louder and louder. The Holy Spirit helped me to find the way to freedom. The Holy Spirit is helping me every day to find my self worth and to believe and know God's love. The Holy Spirit rescued me. The Holy Spirit rescues me day by day.
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