I had considered taking this week off of blogging. I feel out of ideas. I feel spent. This is the last full week of babysitting. I have fears and regrets, but I am holding to the plan, tenuously holding to the plan. I am one of those rare people who enjoys playing with young children. This is especially true if they are related to me. I enjoy being with babies.
I have concluded that not many people do. It makes me feel sad for them. There is so much one can learn about people and life and oneself from young children. I have been gifted by their presence in my life. I love them, those grandchildren of mine. I know who they are.
And with the delta variant making the rounds, it seems like a bad time to leave them. Is daycare safe? Probably not. Will I have anything to do since I really can't go anywhere without catching the virus? I was going to do some medical things and I guess that I will pursue some of them, but maybe not the knee replacement, not yet.
So, rolling around in my brain are very few ideas that are worth sharing. I feel spent. I feel out of ideas. Maybe tomorrow will bring more things that I wish to say. Maybe.
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