I had doctors appointments with tests in the past couple of weeks. I have some more things in the future. I dread the tests. This is the way I feel. I go in for a test and I am fine and healthy and planning for the future. Then, some test result is questionable or bad and all of a sudden I am fighting a deadly disease. I get the tests that I am supposed to get. I am thankful for all the medical care that I have access to. Compared to most of the world, I am wealthy and gifted.
But, the night before any test, I always have a sense of dread. This time, so far, I am just fine.
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